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My Boo, my darling, my dear

it’s time to move on,

being alone, never did I fear.

Believe me when I say this,

I never wanted it to happen this way,

but for breaking my heart, you have to pay.

Let the truth be known,

your love for me was never shown.

I was foolish to ever think,

that the promise we made would be for life,

the promise that I would be yoursomeone special

and you would be my someone special.

I gave you my mind, I gave you my heart,

wishing our love would never part.

I’m so sad to say that it has to end,

and no, forget it,

I don’t even want to be your friend.

I’m tired of your excuses,

I’m tired of your lies,

now even your face I despise.

It’s time to move on and get on with my life,

to find myself another boy.

Someone to love me for who I am you see,

not for who they want me to be.

Someone to do the things you wouldn’t do,

someone else to call my Boo.

by : Mario Watts

u kno…when it comes to u, something called love…

u’ll never know, when u feel it, or when u lost it…

one thing u have to know before u fell too deep in these thing…

choose the best person, the best faith, the best feeling..

so, when it comes to u..u’ll kno what’s the best to take it in action..

and u’ll never regret it…

smile,,like nothing in this world could make u sad,,

love,,like u never loved before,,

harusnya b’dae tu hepi yaa…tp ga tau kenapa, hari ini aku ngerasa ga semangat…
awalnya siy ok, dapet surprise jam 1 pagi..disiram pake aer cuci piring dan telor serta zat2 aneh yang berbau aneh lainnya….+ diliat mantan aku lagi disiksa oleh teman2 aku.. trus mandi jam 2 kurang, dan alhasil jadilah saya flu hr ini…

nama penyakitnya…birth-flu-day…

jadi hari itu aku bo2 cm 4 jam…=(
pagi2 ke kampus, masi ok lah..meskipun dalam keadaan amat sangat mengantuk sekaliii…tp saya tetap tersenyum…soalnya banyak yg sms n telpon…hehhehe….
di kampus juga disambut teman2 tercinta yang ngucapin b’dae…
i thought it was an ordinary b’dae..it was fine…
tapi…sore harinya, semakin merambat lah rasa tak enak di hati….
ada hal yang ngebuat aku sebel, ditambah teman baik sendiri tiba2 jadi seenaknya sendiri…it feels like she’s the one who’s right, and i’m the one who’s wrong, though in the same attitude and in the same condition…
sepertinya hancur sekaleeee niiiyy b’dae….sebel..sebel..sebel…..!!!!!!!!

mulai mengucur lah air mata…tak mau brenti2…
SHIT!! padahal kata org ga bole nangis di hari b’dae sendiri..kcuali nangis bahagia pastinya…
seperti ngerasa sendiri, ga ada yang special di b’dae aku…
its juzt like the other days…
nothing special with 27 february… hate that feeling!!

hmm…then, aku lupain aja spt ga ada apa2…
pergi makan ama temen2, trus udah malem pulang deh…
cape sangat….eh, lupa…ada presentasi besok pagi yang belum aku baca bahan2nya… ulang thn yang menyebalkan…!!!
huhuhu….
ga ada org2 yang aku sayangin di samping aku di hari aku ulang taun…
my mom, dad, sisters, mak, priccia, dll…
terlalu jauh, ga ada di satu kota semua…hueee,,,

But..
tapi…
aku bersyukur Tuhan nambahin umur aku setaon lagi, aku masi bisa nafas setiap pagi aku bangun, masi bisa makan pagi, siang, n malem..
masi bisa jalan, ketawa ma temen2, ngerasain masalah n sukacita, bisa tidur nyenyak…

aku harep, orang2 yang sayang n merhatiin aku…
selalu bahagia, selalu dikasi kesempatan untuk menikmati hidup dan setiap kejadian di dalemnya baik itu masalah ataupun sukacita..
wish u guys happy and be blessed all the time..

aku bersyukur punya keluarga n temen2 yang sayang ama aku…
punya Papi Jc yang selalu merhatiin aku, kapan aja, dimana aja, n nunjukin jalan yang bener tiap kali aku ngambil langkah yang salah, n dikasi kesempatan buat perbaikin semuanya…
i feel lucky to have a Daddy like u JC…x)

thankz for this 20th b’dae…
for the love u’ve given to me in all my life…
luv u Jesus…